Photographic Eyes

I wish I had more control of how I see. Cloves get harsh towards the end.
Constantly I am witnessing and forgetting, wishing I could lengthen the shutter speed. Then I could step back and look at everything that just happened. I could see how the stars move, and the shapes of a persons walk. I could dig deep into the visual How of it all.

Adrenaline making the image clear as I drive, I want to blur the green lights ahead of me into brush strokes. But what I see is constantly in a state of "Just Then," and then gone.

I once wrote that pillows seem softer when you are drunk. Now I think that is because you don't remember lying down.

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sonja said…
Try meditation for a month.

(And yes, I am commenting on a year-old post.)
June 20, 2012 at 4:31 PM
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